Why won't you let me be?
Why do you haunt me so?
Your claws are sunk firmly in my flesh.
I know I can't get rid of you.
So just let me live in peace.
This constant feeling of torment, of failure, inadequacy.
I want to live my life blissfully ignorant.
Let me die slowly in peace.
I don't know if I have ever lived without your presence,
I know I'll be stronger without you.
But you have me tranced into a blissful stupor.
It's easier to let you control my life than to fight you.
I don't even wanna think about resisting.
The more I think, the more I suffer.
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