My mind is afraid. Or is it my body?
But some part of me is terrified of doing work.
Now strange as it sounds there is very little reason for anyone to avoid work the way I do. The way my stomach churns at the idea.
Or how dozens of things seem to happen so I put it off until later.
When can I try? When can I work?
Knowing there are things I need to do and aren't doing makes me feel like a sickly lamb deprived of all strength.
The simple answer is to start working, but my mind won't allow it.
Something will always come up, my brain will create one hundred reasons why I can't do it, before the thought of doing it even crosses my mind.
What will help me conquer this fear I have?
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